yeah I know, my computer life is died a little. I finally just finished my first year of high school! And I'm so proud of myself! I had to do a Spanish test and a math one, I think I did well on both. What I can't wait for is that I signed up for a summer program, kinda like summer school but more fun. I'm gonna do some mini-classes with English, science, S.S, and art I think... maybe math too. And then we also take field trips! So I can't wait! I'll be getting better at writing and art hopefully! While keeping up my studies! And next year! >W< I'm praying I'll get in to the journalism class. Yeah... this summer is kinda be weird and still busy. The 8th of July I'm going to a baseball game! >W< my dad is taking me and a friend! And let's see... Like for a whole week in July I'm taking off to go camping with my dad and one of his friend's family.

Well this summer is certainly gonna be something for me! I just hope I live to see my sophomore year! I'll be going in to 10th! *Crosses fingers.* I kinda fell out of my D.Greyman fandom sadly, while my girlfriend is keeping up with every single episode.

I fell back to some of my other fandoms I love! Like Hellsing! Which I'm trying to find a way to watch the new OVA's! Yu Yu Hakusho I sadly never saw past the Kurama VS Karasu match. T_T I need to start re-watching that. Also I'm dreading the future for the poor abused and cursed Yu-Gi-Oh series I used to love. They're really just fricken ripping the guts out and trying to sell them on E-bay... they're getting despite. Let's face it, had a nice running and crashed. Still love Pegasus though! //^_\\\ I don't think I'll ever stop liking Pegasus...

Also making new fricken characters like crazy with all this freedom to think in between babysitting and cleaning. It's about all I can do now a days. Let's see... I made a Magical Mime last night...XD *Giggles.* I made a zombie boy... I've made a cute shape-shifter...

I've really just had nothing to do but think in my head while trying to ignore the raping of Blue Clues while watching the kids.. HAVE YOU SEEN THAT SHOW?! JOE IS RUINING IT! RUINING IT I SAY!!!! x.x Yeah...*Sniffles and mourns the loss of Steve.*


So I guess that's all.. I'll be around somewhere. Anywhere but home I'd hope. But in between cleaning my house hold of hell, I'll pop on my only joy~ My computer! ^^

OMG OMG OMG~! @.@ I could sleep... but I dun wanna right now and I'm being a naughty girl~! OMG like a week ago my girlfriend introduced me to D-greyman~! I love it! >W< My fav characters are Cross and Lavi and OMG I'm going crazy~! I think I'll like Tyki too but I'm not that far in the manga. I've only read up to like... the fifth manga. >W< Where's there the cute vampire dude. AND DUDE I read spoilers and crap and omg I wuv it~ *Sighs.* I had to get that out of my system because the coconut soda I'm drinking gave me a rush and I wuv Goya drinks! >W< WEEEEEE! o.o Damn this cake my girlfriend's mom made for me is really stiff.... *pokes it and then throws it against a wall to see it stick.* O>O NUU! My snack! *Goes to try and unstuck it.* XD I better go now so I can finish my late night 2 am snack and go to bed. @.@ Oh yeah and I like Road. >W< *Sighs contently with her non-stuck cake now.* Oh and I've finally gotten farther in my Counte of Monte cristo book... I just had to ignore all my chorus for one day and curl up and actually read it instead of slaving away. ^.^ *nodnod.* Finally getting to the juicey parts~! >W< And what they say is too. The book is better then the movie! >W< I guess that's all... I know I need to get on the internet and all but I'm really trying to catch up in highschool! >W< o.o I need to finish the ninth grade~ @.@ I think.... well atleast try. AND oh yeah I bought a tie! >W< Yush! My very first tie! it's black and red stripped and it goes with a nice fancy outfit I made for myself of course which is also red and black! >W< It is neat. I need to go now and hide XD before I'm forced to go down in the basement and clean with icky spiders. @.@ You know I was so hyper early I walked in to a spider... XD And I accused a box of cheeze-itsof making creepy nosies and threw it out... I'm just that weird right now. @.@ and it was like mostly full too..




*LOng pause.*

Oh right? I should go to bed and stop drooling over fanfics. ^_^ GOod night!~ >W<

Soundtrack of your Life If your life was a movie, what would the Soundtrack be like?

and that's the way it goes:
1. open your music database (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. turn on shuffle
3. press play
4. for every question write down the song that's being played
5. for every new question -> press next
6. DON'T LIE

Opening credits:
"Your Rain"- Silent Hill 4 (Don't ask.)

Awakening:

"In Between"- Linkin Park (Ironic..)

Childhood:
"Dance with the Devil"- Breaking Benjamin (I'm starting to see a pattern...)

First Day of School:
"1000 Good Intentions" - Rise Against

Made First Friend:
Listen to Your Heart (Remix)- (Like you don't know who sings this by now? [Just Kiddin] If you live in America anyways)

Fight-Song:
(Alright the first song was Irresistible by Jessica Simpson so I skipped it... Not a fight song!)
"I'm Back"- Yu-Gi-Oh Sounds track (Don't ask. [XD] At this it's more... actiony?)

Life is Great:
"Secret"- Linkin Park

Mental Breakdown:

"Evolution"- Korn (Oh god fits prefectly..)

First female Love:
"Let You Down"- Default. (Wow... These songs are really coming in the right order.. *Checks if it's on shuffle* o.O It is...)

First male Love:
"Live for Today"- 3 Doors Down (Alright not so on target [Just Kiddin] )

Car Ride:
"Broken"- Seether (I hate this song, too depressing... why do I have it again?)

First Family Death:
"Highway to Hell"- ACDC

Drop out of school:
"Killed by an angel" Sunny Day Real Estate

First Job:
"Whatever"- Our Lady Peace

First Concert:
"U & Ur Hand"- Pink

Review:
"Missundaztood"- Pink

Get Together With Your Big Love:
(Alright the first song was "Forgotten" by Linkin Park... Not quite fitting I believe... so I'll skip it?)
I'm a Bitch I'm a Lover- Meredith Brooks


Marriage:
"Easier to Run"- Linkin Park. (Dude? o.O)

Sex scene:
"Dive For You"- AppleSeed Soundtrack

Birth of your First Child:
"Madness"-The Rasmus

Old age:
"In Pieces"- Linkin Park

Suicide:
Ameno (Dance Mix)- Unknown? (That Kinda fits pretty well..)

Funeral:
"Colors " - Crossfade

(Old age death):
"Beyond the Bounds"- Zone of the Enders 2?

(Suicide death):
"Stupid Girls"- Pink (Haha! [XD] )

End Credits:
"Better Off Alone"- Alice Deejay

Taken from a text chat with me and my girl friend. My girlfriend is M, I am rosethedark. Nu duh.


rosethedark: I just found out something freak
rosethedark: freaky*
M: Oh? What's that? o.o
rosethedark: Theodor Seuss Geisel (March 2, 1904 – September 24, 1991) ._. That guy died on the day I was supposed to be born but I was born exactly a month late. @.@ DUDE! I think I'm the reincarnation of....
rosethedark: Dr. Seuss!
M: o.O Uh-huh... you let yourself belive that... o.O
rosethedark: BUT DUDE!
rosethedark: It's like so understandable and reasonable!
M: Oh? And why is that Mr. Seuss?
rosethedark: LOL XD BECAUSE~! Dude I love to draw and write and I rymth things without thinking half the time! DUDE~!
M: whatever you say darling.
M: I love it when you type real slow~
M: LOL





XD End text thingie.... how many people think my theory makes any sense? This was at 1:15 in the morning, after taking a four hour nap and needing to be at school that morning at seven am. Nightly insantiy? Or something weird Chat later~!

OW! x.x Stupid fricken kids... I HATE KIDS! x.x The dumb*** kids got sick... right before fricken new years! ... x.x And guess what?! Out of the kindness of my heart... (Or rather the fact my mother would have made me do it anyways), I helped with those stupid sick kids. x.x and I GOT WHAT THEY HAD! Apparently, it's a virius infection of the tonsils. They're swell up, they're bumpy, and they HURT LIKE HELL! I can't sollow, I can barley eat crap, my girlfriend was nice enough to let me over to her place for a day and take care of me so I'm over my fever and sickness, just got the fricken sore tonsils. Apparently only sore throat meds can't help me, and cough drops only go so far. So I fell asleep around eight... woke up around eleven... and stole a heater, made a cup of tea, and texted my girlfriend a handful of times to tell her how shitty I'm feeling and goodnight and all that crap. We both have school tomorrow so yeah... whoopy fricken do. And my dad was gonna try and get me into the doctors tomorrow morning if I can before school. If not, I'm stuck going through school in pain and crap. x.x Just cause I basicly went to my conciling sick and my friends house, my mom (OR as my girlfriend put it "The reicarnation of the devil's best friend" Though personally I would think it's his wife. Ohwell.) got pissy at me. My dad however is being really nice about it, helping me and all and taking care of me as far as he can.


Still wanna kill those kids, If I didn't have them in this house I wouldn't be sick for school tomorrow. I wouldn't have to worry about waking up in pain! AND x.x I forgot to mention one of the little brats jumped on my pain and I pulled my back! I woke up the next morning in blinding searing pain! From my neck to my ankels, everything hurt! I got dizzy, wanted to pukes, all that crap. x.x Plus I don't think trying to eat chinese and drink a winecooler while you're sick was any good... that was my newyears party with my girlfriend... Besides the fact the good side was we listened to FUMP songs all night. ^.^ WE found funny harry potter one called "You got hogwarts" .

So yeah... watched a movie, called AppleSeed, though half way through the movie screwed up so I gotta finish watching it at my girlfriend when I get my ass over there sometime when I feel better. I got to finish some stupid english assignment for tomorrow. About "Paying it forward" Apparently. It's one of those "Good deeds unselfishly " things.. x.x The only thing I can think of it how much I watch kids. x.x "I watched the kids so my sister and her boyfriend could go out for free..." "I helped watch the kids so my mom could clean the house. " "I watched the kids so my parents could take off to the movies" ... see the pattern? so I dout my english teacher would like it after reading the same crap with a different name in place. x.x

Ohwell, all I know is that I got english first thing in the morning and I won't be in the mood for it like I usually am. and the moment they notice I'm sick, I have to go to the nurses office, which yet again the same shit as before will happy and I'll help my mom screaming at me saying I'm the scum of the world for being sent home, and the lady called on us again to check out why I keep getting sick. x.x you know part of me is tempted to scream out "IT"S THE KIDS! IT"S THE FUCKING KIDS! THEY GET ME SICK! THEY DO THIS TO ME! MY MOM'S CATS DON'T HELP EITHER! "Trust me they don't, let's take a moment to picture something... picture a bedroom.... a nice cosy bedroom... now image it cluttered with crap... a changing table, some flat cardboard boxes, kids toys and a table and chair set, and other like crap.... now image four doors leading off to it. One is a half door, leads to the kitchen so I have no fricken privacy... I mean. yeah anyways. Another is a bathroom, which two cats live, eat, and crap in all day long and you can smell it from a while away. The next is the basement, cold air leaking up in to the room by the gallon and god knows what else. And last, a back hallway in which you lock a fricken little puppy all day in the cold, where it eats, sleeps, and poops in the same place cause no one around the house is smart enough to potty train it.



Image laying on that bed in the middle of that cramped room... smelling animal crap, that weird smell of basement like... plus it's freezing, AND you can hear every little think from the rest of the house though the kitchen and people have to walk through your room in the middle of the night to go to that bathroom and make it smell even more like CRAP! x.x And besides that... add a four year old little girl which begs to sleep in bed with you, is sick and so insecure about herself, she's too afraid to take a crap on the toilet and so you have four year old who smells like CRAP, in her crapped filled underwear, sleeping next to you and you can't do anything about it cause either your mother will yell at your, that little girl will cry and scream at you, and you just want to fricken DIE! x.x The end..



No not seriously, there have been a couple good things... like.. um... x.x I'm making another AMV? but I can't finish it cause WMM is being a ... nevermind.. Happy thoughts... happy thoughts... >.< Moving out when I'm eighteen, moving out when I'm eighteen... living with my girlfriend and having a pet... living with my girlfriend and having a pet... *Deep breaths.* x.x I gotta get some rest for school tomorrow since it's almost two and I spent a half hour writing this rant... YAY... x.x whatever...